Please know we are always here for you to help with integration. 

Change can be hard, but it's all we have.  Be gentle with yourself, and reach out to us anytime you have a question.

ayahuasca retreats

It can be challenging as things that hold lesser meaning to us drop away. We need to remember though, that we need to easily let go in order to be born to something new.  Shedding skins is always tough, especially if we haven't crystallized the vision we wish to become.  It is important to be very clear in your definition of that which you wish to become – to make it clear, big and bright so that we can swim easily towards it.

Daily practices will be helpful, and we recommend finding a practice you will keep up with regularly.  This can be anything from the Microcosmic Orbit from the Taoist tradition, Qi Gong, Yoga, Metta meditation or any practice that brings you joy and into the present.

Remember, be easy with change and rest in that which is eternal, your Omnipresent Self.


 

Paul's Recommended Reading

on AYAHUASCA

An excellent analysis which shows the wide variety of potential ayahuasca experience. It shows conclusively that mystical experience, as engendered by Ayahuasca, is not a singular experience, but has many flavors, varieties and tastes.

A thorough examination of Ayahuasca use in various traditional and non-traditional settings. Beyer is worth listening to as he has drunk a LOT of medicine with some old timers.

I don’t buy his theories completely, but he offers a useful model that helps to integrate a shamanic and scientific world view.

Metzner is always interesting. Coming out of the Holy Trinity of Leary, Alpert, Metzner, each went in their own direction. Metzner chose the shamanic route and this sourcebook contains a lot of basic, but useful info in the Vine and its effects.


on DMT

First government funded study of psychedelics since the seventies...Came to some interesting conclusions, that has led Dr Strassman down some strange avenues!

Does for DMT what Storming Heaven by Jay Stevens did for LSD. A great sourcebook of everything DMT related.

Inner Paths to Outer Space: Journeys to Alien Worlds through Psychedelics and Other Spiritual Technologies
By Rick Strassman MD, Slawek Wojtowicz, Luis Eduardo Luna, Ede Frecska

Interesting study on the relationship between ‘aliens’ and consciousness.


on shamanism

The Way of the Shaman
By Michael Harner

Kickstarted the modern ‘shamanic revival’, and offers some simple and effective tools for healing.

Classic guide to finding your power animals,plants and allies. Simple techniques but powerful effects.

A good modern take on Shamanic practice worldwide.

Outdated, biased, but classic work on shamanism.

Shamanism and Tantra in the Himalayas
By Surendra Bahadur Shahi, Christian Rätsch, Claudia Müller-Ebeling

Brilliant work with wonderful photography.

Fantastic works detailing world shamanic traditions. Shows the extensive variety of traditions and practises we label ‘shamanism’


on tantra

Tantra: Path of Ecstasy
By Georg Feuerstein

An excellent overview of Tantra

Hatha Yoga, Tantric style. Contains invaluable wisdom, advice and techniques designed to raise, ultimately, Maha Kundalini.

Excellent introduction the the 10 Maha Vidyas- powerful Wisdom Goddesses under the leadership of Kali. Includes their mantras, yantras and visualisations. Do take care when working with these Goddesses- they are powerful!

Tools for Tantra
By Harish Johari

Useful book on how to make your own tools for meditation and tantric practise


on the western path

All the essential [and useful] practises of western magick in one place. Contains the banishing ritual I use

The New Hermetics: 21st Century Magick for Illumination and Power
By Jason Augustus Newcomb, Lon Milo Duquette

Magick, combined with NLP tecniques for effective brain-change

Excellent introduction to the Body of Light {astral body]  in the the Western Mysteries. Contains invaluable practises for astral projection

Great intro to Alchemy in all its forms, internal, and external, spiritual and practical, from a western perspective.


on eastern arts

Wonderful sourcebook on all things qi gong and taoist

Great teachings for a long and healthy life

Essential reference works for Hatha Yoga.

And any work by:

Jang Jwing Ming, Mantak Chia, Master Robert Peng, Master Chun Yi Lin, Bihar School


miscellaneous

One of the most powerful spiritual texts ever written. A beautiful, powerful, moving diary of one ladys training within the Sufi Tradition.

Siddhartha: A Novel
By Hermann Hesse

Beautiful and deep teachings in novel form.

The Glass Bead Game
By Hermann Hesse

Deeply spiritual and profound novel

Simple and powerful teachings for the attainment of present moment awareness.

Beautiful account of ones students awakening under the auspices of Mother Meera. Didn’t turn out so well in the end for their relationship, but still a beautful book.

Very entertaining topography of mystical schools, traditions and teachers.

Be Here Now
By Ram Dass

Classic text that help drive the sixties spiritual revolution

And any work by:

Ken Wilber, Candace o'Denver, Adyashanti, Ram Dass, Chogyman Trungpa, Thich Naht Hanh